Entry number 11/11...
Nov 11, 2013 20:46:02 GMT
Post by Goldenfleeced on Nov 11, 2013 20:46:02 GMT
I thought that for this particular entry, on this particular day, I would do something a little different... post number 11/11, for instance... I like the numbers. 
Since this is something like a 'diary,' I can't help wanting to put down a few personal things that need to be 'ex-pressed,' so to speak, but because it is still out in the 'public eye' (even though it really seems as if no-one else ever sees it), I can't be truly 'candid' about my feelings in regard to certain things, even though it often seems especially tempting to do so. I have my own 'demons,' lol... and right now, they need to be worked out, finally, so that I can go on with a 'clean heart;' as it is, I have one or two things in my way... but neither is this a 'confession' on my part, although I have so much that I want to say. First of all, I am truly grateful for the opportunity to be here, and part of all of... this. I came to play, and I got to... and I had a really good time. The only thing that was ever missing was... somebody to play with. I always wished for that... somebody to experience it all with, that could say 'wow,' too... and say 'wow' when we looked at each other, because that was another kind of adventure... pretty sappy, I know. Still... if I have to say what it was, the one thing, I guess, that I always wanted, that would be it. Not even 'wisdom,' particularly, so much as a 'partner' in the game... pretty much just that. Needless to say, I never really found one.
Until a few years ago, that is. I found a 'friend.' I was pretty thrilled, really... and I can't help holding out for a happy ending, but you never know how things are going to end until they end, isn't that right, Arthur...? Sorry... just an aside, in reference to another post... another 'friend' that I don't really know... it's funny how many of those I made. Anyway, I had hoped for a less confusing kind of relationship, I guess; it is difficult to 'know' anybody very well, it seems, through this kind of a medium, even over the course of several years, evidently... I always wished that things might have been different, in many ways. But they weren't. And I suppose that everything happens for a reason; I can't say that I understand it all quite yet, but I understand more, and more clearly, every day it seems. Set to 'receive'... lol... and radio-active...
Believe me, I'm still quite excited for the future... I can't help it. Champagne supernovas, and all... it should be quite impressive... there really is no telling where that 'last adventure' might end you up, after all, is there? Not to go all 'Tolkien' on you, or anything...
Baahahaha...
Oh, and that reminds me... the 'God' of the Shepherd Kings was named... ubiquitous drumroll, please...
Baa-El... get it? Baal... oh, dear...
What was it that the manuscript said...? Bow to the lamb, and twice to me...
All right, then; now, here's a legitimate reason for a post number 11/11, which I thought was also appropriately interesting, under the circumstances...
En-Gedi... located in Judah on the shores of the Dead Sea... translates to 'Fountain of the Kid,' or baby goat, of course, and is also known as... get this... Hazezon Tamar. Who, then, under the circumstances, would the 'baby goat' be...? Of the Three Billy Goats, it was the third, and smallest (the 'kid,' if you will) that ultimately defeated the giant/troll at the Bridge, and made its way across...
Also, it is interesting to note that in Canticles, the Lover is compared to flowers in the vineyards of En-Gedi, and that the Song of Solomon tells us that 'she had a vineyard of her own,' which would seem to be the vineyards of En-Gedi...
Kurioser and Kurioser...
Happy 11/11... I intend to celebrate later with a Wild Goose Chase... I hope you can join me here later on. It should be lot of fun, if not actually entertaining... Speaking of fun... I do still find this amusing, at least...
Since this is something like a 'diary,' I can't help wanting to put down a few personal things that need to be 'ex-pressed,' so to speak, but because it is still out in the 'public eye' (even though it really seems as if no-one else ever sees it), I can't be truly 'candid' about my feelings in regard to certain things, even though it often seems especially tempting to do so. I have my own 'demons,' lol... and right now, they need to be worked out, finally, so that I can go on with a 'clean heart;' as it is, I have one or two things in my way... but neither is this a 'confession' on my part, although I have so much that I want to say. First of all, I am truly grateful for the opportunity to be here, and part of all of... this. I came to play, and I got to... and I had a really good time. The only thing that was ever missing was... somebody to play with. I always wished for that... somebody to experience it all with, that could say 'wow,' too... and say 'wow' when we looked at each other, because that was another kind of adventure... pretty sappy, I know. Still... if I have to say what it was, the one thing, I guess, that I always wanted, that would be it. Not even 'wisdom,' particularly, so much as a 'partner' in the game... pretty much just that. Needless to say, I never really found one.
Until a few years ago, that is. I found a 'friend.' I was pretty thrilled, really... and I can't help holding out for a happy ending, but you never know how things are going to end until they end, isn't that right, Arthur...? Sorry... just an aside, in reference to another post... another 'friend' that I don't really know... it's funny how many of those I made. Anyway, I had hoped for a less confusing kind of relationship, I guess; it is difficult to 'know' anybody very well, it seems, through this kind of a medium, even over the course of several years, evidently... I always wished that things might have been different, in many ways. But they weren't. And I suppose that everything happens for a reason; I can't say that I understand it all quite yet, but I understand more, and more clearly, every day it seems. Set to 'receive'... lol... and radio-active...
Believe me, I'm still quite excited for the future... I can't help it. Champagne supernovas, and all... it should be quite impressive... there really is no telling where that 'last adventure' might end you up, after all, is there? Not to go all 'Tolkien' on you, or anything...
Baahahaha...
Oh, and that reminds me... the 'God' of the Shepherd Kings was named... ubiquitous drumroll, please...
Baa-El... get it? Baal... oh, dear...
What was it that the manuscript said...? Bow to the lamb, and twice to me...
All right, then; now, here's a legitimate reason for a post number 11/11, which I thought was also appropriately interesting, under the circumstances...
En-Gedi... located in Judah on the shores of the Dead Sea... translates to 'Fountain of the Kid,' or baby goat, of course, and is also known as... get this... Hazezon Tamar. Who, then, under the circumstances, would the 'baby goat' be...? Of the Three Billy Goats, it was the third, and smallest (the 'kid,' if you will) that ultimately defeated the giant/troll at the Bridge, and made its way across...
Also, it is interesting to note that in Canticles, the Lover is compared to flowers in the vineyards of En-Gedi, and that the Song of Solomon tells us that 'she had a vineyard of her own,' which would seem to be the vineyards of En-Gedi...
Kurioser and Kurioser...
Happy 11/11... I intend to celebrate later with a Wild Goose Chase... I hope you can join me here later on. It should be lot of fun, if not actually entertaining... Speaking of fun... I do still find this amusing, at least...
